Life

Life with Rylee is amazing. I love her to pieces. Yes, we have our rough times, but it's all worth it. Being a mother is the hardest job in the world. But as we all know it is the most rewarding.

For as long as I can remember I've wanted to be a mom. The hard part was waiting until I considered myself old enough, and well off enough to be able to provide for a child. After I started dating James, I knew that I wanted to be with him forever, he is the love of my life. We had known each other for about 7ish years before we started dating. One of us was always in a relationship so we never thought about dating before. He broke up with his last girlfriend because she was a crazy, lol. A couple months later after we had been talking a lot more, he realized that the guy I was with was a jerk and found a way to help me out of a terrible relationship. We started dating a while later and things have been wonderful ever since. We decided about 2 months into our relationship that we'd like to have a baby together. We didn't tell anyone of our plans because I knew we'd be judged. We waited to start trying until the fall, figured we should at least wait a little while, and I really wanted a summer baby, so I counted out the approximate months and we started ttc in September and on our third cycle we got the BFP (big fat positive), right before Thanksgiving. We were so excited.
I think I'll stop here and pick up the story in another post later. :-)